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Oct 12... 3 years, 9 months

Emotional pain index, 2 on the 1-10 scale, equivalent to "if I think about it."
This is below the 4 where I noticed that physical, palpable pain also accompanied the awareness.
It's about the same as the arthritis/gout sensation that I have most of the time.

Recently had a "dream visit" - very calm, very quiet, amazingly undramatic. This was on or around the beginning of October, synchronous to when we had learned that it was quite serious. When I noticed that there was a reality-disconnect, it was fine, I acknowledged that it was a dream and examined for anything significant, at which time actual message came through as words, "I'm still resting and recuperating, that last period was hard. I love you, and you need to take better care of yourself now, OK?"
At which point I woke up, feeling quite peaceful and even joyful.

And typing that out is actually harder than the realization that I was just dreaming.

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karenkay
Oct. 13th, 2009 02:12 am (UTC)
I think this is a GREAT dream!
foomf
Oct. 13th, 2009 06:12 pm (UTC)
I agree. Real visits as opposed to me fighting in my head about what I wish was real, very much a good thing. The dream itself was structured around moving into a house, which was kind of an odd thing, as it echoed the move into this apartment but the house itself was different from both our place on Timberlake and the apartment itself.
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